Update about my health – again

I went back to the clinic today and had my blood pressure checked again. Just as I feared, the results weren’t any better than last time (though still close to normal). Now I’m going back on the blood pressure medication. I’m just waiting for a phone call from the nurse about the dosage. Because obviously it’s too expensive to let me talk to the doctor myself. Of course in this particular case I don’t mind so much. I’d rather do without this doctor. Unfortunately, this will delay my plans for – well, I have no idea how long. Could be a month or two, which will probably be more or less alright in the end, or as much as the rest of my life. I’m so depressed right now. All I can do is try to remind myself that I should be grateful that I’m not in any physical danger.